Archive for July, 2008

HT days

Before I started full time ministry in the church, where I was working I used to have HT days which meant High Tension days when Murphy’s Law showed up in vengeance. Now as a full time minister I love HT days which I have now redefined as Happily Tired days! These are days when you get tremendous mileage out of the entire day be it in the office or out in the “field”. What was my day like today?

A funeral in the morning followed by intensive (and brutal) desk cleaning. Threw out lots of stuff that didnt need to be there and filed the rest in an orderly fashion (yay!) Then it was follow-up calls to at least 20 people and even transferring the data into an excel sheet for easier follow up! Whoopie! Love the fact that could chit chat to so many many ones and they mostly agreed to come to church on Saturday! Double yay! Will keep praying for that! Then it was followed by two hospital visits! Touching Lives is what our church is all about and today felt absolutely great! (It is so great because today’s office internet was down so hardly anything could be done online yet it was a time of getting back to basics – calling and connecting.)

I am absolutely tired out but it was pretty amazing to be able to touch so many lives just in a day! Thank you Jesus for brilliant days like this that make up for the “bleah” days when my brain can’t function. I believe it was a great day because I started with a load of prayer and worship. We can’t do ANYTHING unless the Love of God compels us! Unless the Lord builds the house, we labour in vain! I so don’t want to labour in vain in anything that I do.

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the faith journey

The cell conference was packed with wholesome goodness and due to the running around, I promptly fell ill on Sunday! Bummer! I was pretty much laid out Sunday and Monday, but by Tuesday all the engines were raring to take on the world…well almost la!

I wrote recently about how God has been challenging me to increase my faith and dare to believe Him for the future. There has been an inner battle that has been waging within me for a long time. Each time I pray It seems that God has remained silent in answering. I did get assurances of course from the Lord that His grace is really sufficient to bear this “thorn” in my side. So it has been seasons of living from grace to grace. This led to a journey of complete dependence on the Lord. (I am still very much human, so there are moments where I do kick up a tantrum and turn into a 5 year old…Nevertheless,God still gently chastens and reminds my in His gracious and loving way to get back on track with him. Thank you Jesus for patience with me :) )

So since God has been rather silent on the matter, I did not realize that I had unconsciously assumed that silence was a “no” to my request. All this while, I tried to change my lifestyle to suit a “no” answer and have been encountering difficulties every step of the way! I was frustrated and puzzled. Wasn’t I doing the right thing? Finally I realised that I had inadvertently “boxed” God in through my own impatience! *Silly me* Once i realized that I started to adjust my attitude and things became a whole load better (despite unanswered prayers!).

Then one fine day, Jesus gave me a precious Scripture in such a brilliant manner to put aside any doubts at all and furnishing me with the long awaited answer! Woo hoo! Now I have absolutely no idea when or how my special request would be come through for me, but just hearing from God in such a tangible manner is simply breath taking!

Are you biting your nails wondering about my special request? Stop biting and get a life! hahah! But in essence the lesson on faith is simply this, when God does seem silent or when answers are delayed, God does not stop being our Father who really has the best in mind for us. Don’t try make silly assumptions on why He delays things. God never makes mistakes! So take it easy and remember, the best is yet to come so hang on for the ride of your life! Amen?!

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