Sunday was really a blissful day! I was filled with unexplainable joy and enthusiasm! I was practically bouncing off the walls in parousia in my exuberance during the worship! I believe the breakthru of being able to see certain situations in God’s perspective made this difference! Situations have not changed. What is changed is new insight in the things and ways of God. Still walking by faith and not by sight! (well trying my level best anyhow!)
The day was filled with love and friendship and family! Spent the afternoon at a house blessing and then later went grocery shopping as I had to cook for my brother – a belated birthday dinner! I was really exhausted, but there was still that JOY that made cooking real fun! Simple meal, great fellowship makes the day end well.
Amidst these “happy” moments, i am still plagued by a mistake I made which has caused immense suffering to me and to some loved ones. How do I rectify this? How can I live with this mistake? I am at a loss. I have shed tears just thinking about it. I need to be wise about this, it is not about me “saving face”, but about restoring right relationships!This has to be the prayer focus of the week.
Oh, ya Praise the Lord – I am now a certified Taylor-Johnson Temperament Analyst! Had the training and did the exam. Learnt a lot about myself as well as how to assess and “read” people. Not to “label” myself or to put “tags” on people, but to increase my understanding. Tools like this must always be used in light of the leading of the Holy Spirit and with great sensitivity! But for now – Yay Yay Yay! I passed!
