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trust his heart

March 30, 2009 at 5:47 pm · Filed under Cell, Personal

Will wonders never cease? Now without much ado….God has decided to plant a new cell. Maybe I was dragging my feet about things…maybe I was a little apprehensive about things….well what ever it…God has taken matters out of my hands…and has birthed a cell. In His awesome and generous way, He still allows me to be a part of what He is doing and has already done. So this Friday, ready or not, we are starting a brand new cell which will eventually be housed in Mentari Court, Sunway. This cell will be slightly different as it would not consist of Botswana as the dominant country but so far it looks like it would have Nigerians and Kenyans. Nice touch God! The international zone needs stronger representation from many other nations. How wil the leaders be raised. Who will oversee the new cell? These are “small” matters that the Great I AM will work out.

All I know is that my job is to listen and obey. Obey means to run immediately. And to run means not to question God, but to trust His heart. What does it all boil down to? Time alone with God. TAWG.

I could decide to be overwhelmed. Because the “old self” the former risk management “guru” would whip out 20 reasons why this is not a viable move at this point in time. The renewed and regenerated self says, bring it on Lord. Where u go I follow. He has an amazing way of giving me rest before a difficult situation. On Saturday night I was toally drained out. By 930pm i was dragging my feet…i finally gave in to the strange lethargy and tiredness and slept at 1030pm. Had a good solid 8 hours of sleep before Sunday. Sunday suddenly turned out to be super packed. 2 church services, Form 5 Orientation, Easter Practice, Airport Sendoff and Pick up, and then emergency hospital situation. Which caused me to get to bed at 330am. Good thing God had helped me “store” my moments of rest.

God is too wise to be mistaken, God is too good to be unkind. When we don’t understand, when we don’t know His plan, when we cant trace His hand….TRUST HIS HEART. This is the hardest for me to do. It is getting easier…but still the toughest lesson for me to date. TRUST HIS HEART.

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all in all

March 28, 2009 at 10:15 pm · Filed under Personal

I am absolutely exhausted. I used to remember being able to run all night….wake up early and hit the ground running. This was a recent as 6 months ago. What is happening? Feeling so drained and tired. Vitamins? Exercise? Need to work on this.

Friday and Sis aturday God brought tremendous breakthrough. Gonna be brief because i am fading fast. International zone has 5 cells to date (yeah it is the smallest zone/subzone in the Youth District). Have been targetting and gearing up each cell to work on absentees etc. Have been trying to target 100 students every week to attend cell. This week for the first time ever, we recorded a total of 111 persons! WOW! Totally mind blowing! The leaders have worked so hard and pray even harder. Simply amazing! ALL GLORY TO GOD!

Today it rained cats dogs and puppy dogs tails too! haha! Serious stormy weather that was guaranteed to deter the most robust of spirits. Then was informed that the Sunway bus had a punctured tyre which meant the students had to make their own way to church That plus the rain plus a few leaders who already indicated that they would not be coming to church today, made me not that optimistic of the usual number of Internationals (Africans) that come every week. The personal target for Saturday Service is to have 150 Africans. We have hovered at the 140’s bit the 150 has always eluded us. Today everything changed. The grand total of Africans numbered at 161. WOW! This is truly GOD. I had serious doubts. Even when the head usher confirmed that two ushers counted this number. Still doubtful, I called up one of the ushers who personally counted the attendance. It was verified and I was floored by the Lord.

This is His church These are His people. I am His handmaiden. To do His bidding. Not my will but yours. Raise me to be an extension of your heart and love. Bless the leaders that tirelessly work for this havest. What is the next step? I have no answers to that, only that I am falling in Love with my Jesus again and again. He is my all in all.

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