Emotions are going all over the place.
I am rejoicing over all the souls that have come to know Jesus thru the Beyond Tears easter drama. And for those that did not raise their hands, or come up for prayer, we know these have received a precious gospel seed. May the rains from heavens, may the workers in the field continue to tend to the growth of the seed. May it grow roots and may its shoots reach for the heavens. They too shall be saved.
The joy over those precious ones, who have received Jesus and those who received the seed of the gospel is also coupled with the sadness I feel over those that I invited and did not come. Those who said YES exuberantly and then at the last minute back out. There were those who said NO from the onset, but still I maintained a seed of hope. Ever the optimist I suppose. The ones that are most dear are the ones that you are most desperate to reach, and they are the very ones that can seem so hard to reach. What then do we do?
I don’t know what else to do except cry out to my Lord tonight. As He cries over the millions of lost souls, I will weep beside him over the few that are expecially dear to me. After weeping, I will rise again. I will continue to sow. I have and will continue to reap in other places where I have not sown…maybe …perhaps…someone else will reap this harvest field that is so dear and precious to me? O dear Lord, send in your workers to this particular harvest field. I will toil and sow….if another is to reap, the glory will always belong to You! The rejoicing will be shared with me too. So I surrender it all to you!
The price you paid is always beyond words, beyond tears, beyond human understanding, beyond human wisdom. An old song which i learned in Christian Fellowship in Assunta school is pretty cool…da da da da dadididi …yeah I am singing it now….ask me to sing it for u! haha!
He paid a debt He did not owe; I owed a debt I could not pay;
I needed someone to wash my sins away.
And, now, I sing a brand new song, “Amazing Grace.”
Christ Jesus paid a debt that I could never pay.
He paid that debt at Calvary.He cleansed my soul and set me free.
I’m glad that Jesus did all my sins erase.
I, now, can sing a brand new song,“Amazing Grace.”
Christ Jesus paid a debt that I could never pay.
